November 2009
12 posts
Once again- WFB .
Eleven Twenty Eight Oh Nine .
I just got home from the most horrible trip. At last I’m home; Things didn’t go how I wanted them to go. But hey I’m used to that by now- Yanno? Anyways, So I let him go hang & when I called him nd told him to go home he didn’t. Hmm, Makes me wonder. That just goes to show that he don’t give a damn what I say. Once I finally trust...
BATES!
O U DNT CARE? U LOVE ME AN DNT MATTER WAT HAPPEN U AIN’T GOIN NOWHERE AN DATS A PROMISE!
When is he going to get it?
11.19.09
I’m so sick of everything & everyone. Doesn’t people understand I go through enough? I mean damn. Why can’t everything just go right? I’m tired of them treating me like crap. When I don’t even do anything. It seems as if it doesn’t even matter how many times I say i’m fed up with shit, it seems as if he doesn’t even care. Hmm. Wonder...
Sen.Bates U.S. House of Representatives!
hey dis ya boy willie comin through on da most beautiful girl which is brittany my girlfriend’s page to say how much her words really did mean to me sometimes cumin up inĀ life for guys my age we can be real stupid at times not knowing wat we have rite in front of us, not sayin all guys are like dat but most of them are i made mistakes in my life dat i completely made da girl i love most...
The perfect night
continued 11.15.09
Tonight- It was wonderful I seen him! Its been a week since the last time I seen him. Shhh, he doesn’t know yet but when he first got here my heart was pounding faster than anything in the world. I was putting on the biggest front anyone could ever put on. I wanted to kiss him & jump into his arms the moment he walked into my room. I never been so excited to see him!...
Brooke Brenner (:
11.15.09
Brooke- I freaking love you! You mean the world to me & I want you to know that babygirl. I know we argue all the time but you know what they say if bestfriends don’t fight & argue then they aren’t consider bestfriends. So I guess we are supposed to do what we do. You know? Trust me I do love you even though i’m a bitch sometimes ;; You got to understand thats...
Living life all wrong .
11.14.09
Today- I’ve bummed it all day! i don’t know what I’m doing to myself, I feel like I’m Breaking myself down. I stress everyday, I wishh things could just get better for me. Nothing good ever happends to Brittany. Life is all so wrong! When most people out there are living the best life they could ever live. Its fucked up how I get treated, Its fucked up how the...
Best Friends :)
Brittany Nicole Bagwell : i fight wit you because i love you .& where would we be without fightin , some of the things we fight over is stupid but sometimes i just feel like im not wanted & im just so freakin glad i got you as my best friend! Because you are there when no one else is not , & i thank you for that . ive never had a friend that treats me so good , & dont laugh...
Trying to manage
11.12.09
So today is my first day of posting & I’m not to sure what to say but here it goes. Everything all happend so quickly not exactly even time to know what to do or even how to react. Running out the door was the first thought ; So I went with the plan. Running scared & really actually thoughtless just making sure I got away. Hiding out in creapy places not knowing even...
Is love everything?
Continued ;; 11.13.09
Where do I even start- First off i’m truely afraid scared that I might actually be on the urge of loosing Willie I mean I might just be overreacting but who knows I mean I do have the right to feel this way ;; I am human. But I mean its like I don’t even know him anymore, ever since all this crap has been happening its been hard to even think straight about us....
You never know whats next .
11.13.09
Today wasn’t even as I imagined ;; Quite far. All I can say is TRUST NOBODY.
I learn new things everyday as I try to move about in life. Todays topic - HIV/AIDS. Interesting right ? Yeah i thought the exact same .
-Went to CrystalSai’s house today (:
Fights have been occurring alot lately, Between friends & Boyfriend. God gave me the best of friends & the...